Chapter 199 CAMILLAS PO.V The room was beautiful to say the least and the bed was massive but I took note of a large chaise lounge by the corner. It seemed like a good place to sleep. I was sure I could get my hands on some extra blankets if it proved to be uncomfortable. Ryker led me towards a large wardrobe and I stared blankly at the clothes in there. I dont know the last thing about royal fashion, I began slowly. Do you think Christine can help me or something? Christine is dealing with the elders right now. I dont know if your wall is up but they have been mind linking me nonstop, I cursed. I can help you if you want. I think I know enough to be able to pick a decent outfit. Will you help me put it on as well?my cheeks heated as I asked those words. It was clear he had seen me naked before. We had two children but that didnt mean I wasnt uncomfortable and apprehensive at the idea. I can direct you on what to do. Youll only need my help for the corset. That seemed like a better idea and as much as I hated to admit it, I loved how considerate he was being. He didnt have to do all of this for me but he chose to and I found that to be such a beautiful thing to do. It took us almost half an hour to get me dressed but just like he predicted, I needed his help with the corset. My cheeks were flaming as I made my way over to him but he looked completely unfazed. His eyes never moved lower than where they were meant to and he was careful as he pulled on the ropes of my dress. Tell me if it is too tight, his voice was huskier than usual and it was directly by my ear. I hated the way my body reacted to it and I tried to ignore it but it was almost as if he already knew because he cursed loudly. Camilla, I- His words were cut off by the door slamming open and a little girl rushed in. It was like looking at a younger version of myself- excluding the eyes, she had Rykers eyes. Before I could process what was happening, she rushed over to me and threw her arms around my legs. I stilled for a split second not knowing what to do until I heard her sniffling. I felt my wolf stir and it was like something in me was awoken. I lifted her into my arms and it proved to be the right thing to do because she wrapped herself around me like a small monkey. I felt wetness on my shoulder as she sobbed into me. Where did you go? she asked but I couldnt form the words necessary to give her a response. I asked you to come back every day and you didnt. Im sorry, I whispered. I assumed this was Audrey and as much as I didnt remember her, my heart still broke for her. There was no denying that she was mine and just knowing that I O find my way back. She sniffled and pulled back as if to gauge my expression and whatever she found there must have been good enough because she smiled. She turned to face Ryker. You brought her back, daddy. I felt Ryker smile at her. I did, but you need to give your mm some time to rest, okay? She was hurt and she needs to get better. Audrey pouted but she listened to her father and untangled herself from me. I watched her exit the same way she came and once she was gone, Ryker spoke. I am sorry about that. I expected her to come find you but not this soon. I cleared my throat trying to get rid of the emotion lodged deep inside. Its fine, can you just finish with my dress. His hands moved quickly as he tied it up neatly. It felt snug but not tight and as much as I wanted it to feel right, it didnt. It felt uncomfortable and different from what I was used to. It would take some getting used to. I know I have to see everyone, I began slowly. But I cannot risk looking stupid. I reckon we have a little time before everyone comes looking for us. I would appreciate it if you told me everything I needed to know. Thats six years worth of knowledge, he reminded me and I nodded. We have less than half an hour to cover it all. I dont want to dump too much information on you. It might overwhel you. I would rather be overwhelmed with information than go out there and risk looking like a fool. Why dont ou just tell everyone that you dont remember? he asked and I scoffed. I might remember much but I know enough to know that no one wants a ruler who doesnt even know who she is. No one can know about this. That is my decision. I noticed that the corner of his lips was tilted up in some sort of smile so I crossed my arms over my chest. What is it? Did I say something wrong? No, you just spoke like a Queen, he said simply. You might not remember, Camilla, but your mind does. Your memories will return in no time but if you want me to tell you everything, then so be it. We spent the next half hour discussing everything and by the time he was done explaining everything, I just sat there stunned. I couldnt believe that I had a life that was that exciting. He glossed over most of the details and I had the sinking feeling that he was hiding something from me but it all seemed unbelievable. I did all those things? I asked and he nodded. How? He smiled sardonically. I can see that your self depreciating hasnt stopped even with the 10:20 JU, 25 Chapter 199 memory loss, It just- Im just surprised is all. You are an amazing queen and you are powerful, Camilla. You were able to do those things simply because you had the power to. I opened my mouth to speak but was cut off by a knock on the door. It creaked open to reveal Christine and when she looked between Ryker and I, I leaped to my feet. I wasnt sure why I did that especially when I knew we werent doing anything untowardly but it still felt like being caught by a
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parent or a disapproving older sister. The elders want to see you, she said with her eyes fixed on me. I can try to dissuade them but they are persistent. Its alright, Ill see them. She didnt look convinced and she looked to Ryker for confirmation. I tried to pretend that it didnt affect me. If she wants to see them then she will. It is her choice, I was shocked at those words and turned to Ryker but for once, his eyes were not on me, they were on Christine. Dont coddle her. I know you want to protect her but I believe that she has proven time again that she can protect herself. Fine, Christine wasnt happy about it at all but there was nothing that she could do. Theyre in the council room. Despite my earlier bravado, I was terrified to see the elders. From what Ryker had told me about them, they were not the nicest people. The only one who seemed decent was Caius but that only happened in private. Are you ready? Ryker asked as I stood in front of the council door and I nodded. I feared that if I were to say any words, they would die on my throat. He gave me one last lingering look before pushing the door open and I was greeted with arguing. The elders went silent as soon as they saw us and all their mouths fell open. I looked at their faces trying to figure out who Caius was when Ryker leaned down to whisper. He is at the far left, I saw him immediately and whispered a thank you back to him. He straightened and turned to the elders. Are you done arguing or can we come in? There was some murmuring but no one said a word. I walked on shaky legs towards the chair at the head of the table and slowly sat down. I had barely sat when questions started being thrown at me. I hadnt been with then for an hour and I was already sporting a headache. Can you ask your questions one at a time? I asked louder than intended as I pressed my fingers to my temple. You are giving me a headache. 1 Everyone blinked and no one spoke until Caius cleared his throat. We were all just O wondering where you were all these months and why you didnt return. You brought me here to ask a stupid question? I couldnt stop myself from asking. I was pissed to say the least. I had enough on my plate without grown men making it worse. I was hurt and healing, not that it concerned any of you. You didnt even bother to ask how I survived a fall like that. Your majesty- one of the elders began but I cut him off with a hand. Inside I was shaking but I couldnt deny that a part of me loved the power that I wielded. It felt amazing to know that they were all at my beck and call. I dont have time for this, honestly. I am here now and that is what matters. You should be focused on putting an end to the funeral ritual you were holding for me because as you can see, I am not dead, I stood to my feet before anyone else could say a word. Is that all? No one dared to speak so I turned on my heels and walked out of the room. I could feel Rykers pride as he walked out in tow with me and as soon as we were out of the door, I let out the breath that I had been holding. How did I do? I wasnt sure why I asked but a part of me sought his approval. Honestly, that was amazing. I told you that you could handle yourself as Queen. I hope youre right about that. I thought I was going to throw up in there. He laughed. Welcome back, Camilla. SEND GIFT O COMMENT